“It’s not what you look at that matters, it’s what you see.” -Henry David Thoreau


Mystical Mindstate is the result of a penitentiary dream. I had bottomed out after a nasty battle with addiction and a really toxic lifestyle. I had lost all three of my children, buried a lover and destroyed every ounce of dignity and self respect I had for myself. It was in that state with a life sentence dangled in front of me that I cried out to God. Not for me, but for those I loved to be freed from any burden of guilt regarding me. For my children to evolve past my failures and to soar to heights I couldn’t even imagine.

Then the unthinkable happened. God responded. I awakened to the Divine presence within and accepted that I was exactly where I was supposed to be and that I very much deserved to be incarcerated. I vowed to spend my 40+ years in prison telling any young man who would listen that there is another way. Several months later my lawyer informed me that he had struck a deal with the Honorable Judge Gracie Lewis to place me on probation for 5 years dependent on my completing a prison rehab program called SAFPF.

Now here I am. Aware. Alive. Eternally grateful for the grace that was given to me. It is my lifes mission to share all the spiritual growth and knowledge bestowed on me with the intention of leading others out of darkness.

I thank you so much for taking an interest in mystical experience. It means the world to me that people are seeking information on inner transformation. Mysticism has saved my life and I can’t wait to share all the love and sadness, joy and pain I’ve experienced along the way. Life is beautiful. We truly do grow through what we go through. Peace be with you.